Forthiagin

So xmas is over and new years is over and everything that is wonderful and great about winter in oklahoma is over. I'd say snow would be in the works but it hardly ever is here. All its been is cold and gross with humidity and mud. Not the nice dry cold with clear skies and stars. We live in between two cities so we get clear skies when it's not cloudy. All of this monotony equals getting depressed and not doing squat. Its winter break still for two more weeks and all the art majors are revving their engines getting ready for their senior shows. Me? Just moping trying to squeeze out some stuff that will hopefully make it into the show, an

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Back to school. Well I've been back to college for about a month now...its lot of work but damn, can't believe I'm a senior. So hard to believe. I wake up almost every morning now with a scared feeling...afraid of where I will be next year, of after graduation. It is not as easy as people make it out to be. There's more to an art degree then just...well...a degree. I'm afraid...but a small part of me is also excited. I hope I'm good enough to make it. I know i'm not the best, but so many people out there are really good at art...they have a natural edge that can oust me in an instant. I had to work really hard to improve, even by the slight